Post by fumps on Sept 23, 2019 7:13:42 GMT
Morning guys, I joined this forum very recently but then did a disappearing act shortly afterwards.
When I joined I was in a happy place, nothing really to complain about that is beyond normal pressures of modern life. Then on good Friday I went out on my mountain bike I managed to faceplant into a tree at high speed smash my front teeth and knock myself out cold. I'm not registered with a dentist as I'm terrified of going to the dentist, so after calling every dentist possible I was accepted by a private company who did all they could for me.
They were concerned that I wasn't in total agony from my injuries and found that I had nerve damage from past injuries and the bones in my face was fractured.
After numerous operations and restorative therapies I'm left with a debt of £6500. which I don't have
Then in July my Dad died (I've now run out of parents altogether). I was never close with my family but after reconnecting with them I found that my lovely siblings had organised the funeral and did a runner without paying the funeral cost's. I'm the only member of the family who does right by people so now I am stacked with a further £4000 bill.
In April after 5 years of working extra hours etc I'd finally paid off my debts (Everything but the mortgage) and was looking forward to living a better life with nothing on my shoulders. And I had started saving to get married (Nothing traditional but wanted to show my commitment to by better half). This plan is now dead in the water.
So all I can do now Is work hard and pay my debts.
Then two weeks ago I found out that a very close friend was tragically murdered, She was an amazing beautiful and gentle spirit that blessed us with her friendship and she will be missed, The world was a much better place with her soul in it. I just don't understand the world anymore.
So here I am: back from the chaos of all the above and thinking that life will definitely not beat me I wont go back to my feelings of depression that I struggle with and I will not let this all get on top of me. The sun goes down and darkness comes but then the sun comes up and we have a new day and no matter what......I'm standing strong guys.
Sorry for the long post. I just needed to get my thoughts out of my head and maybe clear out what I'm thinking.
So if your still here and reading my moan, well done you are an amazing compassionate soul and I thank you for your time.
I'd like to ask you if they have anything positive to tell me. Something you want to share that shows the world is not a bad place after all. Make me and others smile and see it as your good deed for the day.
If you can that would be fantastic.
Much Love Fumps
When I joined I was in a happy place, nothing really to complain about that is beyond normal pressures of modern life. Then on good Friday I went out on my mountain bike I managed to faceplant into a tree at high speed smash my front teeth and knock myself out cold. I'm not registered with a dentist as I'm terrified of going to the dentist, so after calling every dentist possible I was accepted by a private company who did all they could for me.
They were concerned that I wasn't in total agony from my injuries and found that I had nerve damage from past injuries and the bones in my face was fractured.
After numerous operations and restorative therapies I'm left with a debt of £6500. which I don't have
Then in July my Dad died (I've now run out of parents altogether). I was never close with my family but after reconnecting with them I found that my lovely siblings had organised the funeral and did a runner without paying the funeral cost's. I'm the only member of the family who does right by people so now I am stacked with a further £4000 bill.
In April after 5 years of working extra hours etc I'd finally paid off my debts (Everything but the mortgage) and was looking forward to living a better life with nothing on my shoulders. And I had started saving to get married (Nothing traditional but wanted to show my commitment to by better half). This plan is now dead in the water.
So all I can do now Is work hard and pay my debts.
Then two weeks ago I found out that a very close friend was tragically murdered, She was an amazing beautiful and gentle spirit that blessed us with her friendship and she will be missed, The world was a much better place with her soul in it. I just don't understand the world anymore.
So here I am: back from the chaos of all the above and thinking that life will definitely not beat me I wont go back to my feelings of depression that I struggle with and I will not let this all get on top of me. The sun goes down and darkness comes but then the sun comes up and we have a new day and no matter what......I'm standing strong guys.
Sorry for the long post. I just needed to get my thoughts out of my head and maybe clear out what I'm thinking.
So if your still here and reading my moan, well done you are an amazing compassionate soul and I thank you for your time.
I'd like to ask you if they have anything positive to tell me. Something you want to share that shows the world is not a bad place after all. Make me and others smile and see it as your good deed for the day.
If you can that would be fantastic.
Much Love Fumps
))))