Been away for a long time, was in a relationship that was crushing my spirit, but found the strength to end it. Feeling relieved but very alone.
Gone almost recluse lately, disillusioned with fake friends and two faced people whom I thought I could trust. Deleted facebook, got rid of the toxic people, and now found myself in shock. There is a big void in my soul that I need to start filling. So I'm on a mission to learn how to be alone again and not be afraid of too much time alone. Hoping in the meantime I can connect with a few nice people on here. Sorry post isn't the cheeriest, I'm usually a very happy person.
Last Edit: Jul 29, 2019 20:31:28 GMT by silvertree: Added something
Hello silvertree, it takes time to learn to be happy alone without being lonely. I spend 95% of my days alone, well with my dog lol, it was really hard at first after a 20+ yr relationship split up, but got easier. Hope you find what you need to fill the empty space.
there is life after a breakup but as you are finding, its the cold turkey of the sudden change that is the hardest. Try keeping a diary of your feelings/ hopes for the future, writing things down works for some people